| | I don't have a computer that gets internet.
We don't have internet at the house.
Those are the top practical reasons why I haven't been blogging.
The existential reasons are because adding Aaron to my life has changed my internal monologue and it's been hard to figure out how to talk about things without being to intimate. I also talk to Aaron about everything, so the need to process in written form took a back seat. This isn't the first time I stopped blogging for months, just the first time on xanga.
Things with Aaron are really solid, so the voices in my head compelling me to write are coming back. I think that's good. Adjustments are stressful, no matter what good they bring.
I have started writing again. It's like the mental caress of an old lover. I forgot how much I love to write in my passion for pictures.
Aaron and I were in a really bad car wreck December 28 last year. If he hadn't been such a defensive driver I would be dead right now. After two car wrecks in the rain in one year I find myself dealing with a new fear of cars. I don't want to be in them. That's weird for me.
My days right now are filled mostly with physical therapy to get my lower back to stop hurting constantly, figuring out what to do for a job next, organizing my stuff, cooking for Aaron and I, and watching as many movies as I can. This as well as being with people.
I am really glad I didn't move to NYC. I would have missed all these memories with the people I love.
My parents and Aaron's parents are coming for Easter. They meet for the first time! Yikes. Nen will also be there on Friday, which will bring sanity on some level, I am convinced.
Aaron and I had been thinking about getting married this summer, but since the accident we decided not to. Last night we were talking about how relieved we are not to be getting married! Getting Earl and Charissa married is enough work. Catie and I plan on living in the Red House one more year. *Sigh* I love this house. I just need to get a computer and internet set up.
How are you, my friends are readers? Are you looking forward to the Sex and the City movie as much as I am? You should be. Also, my boyfriend not only loves Sex and the City almost as much as I do now, but somehow Michael Monkey loves it too and has been making Katzman watch it. I tell ya... next they will all be speaking Myers-Brigg!
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